이하이 - 너를위해,She definitely the best for me in the show

She is only 17 years old. When i am seventeen years old. i barely know what i want. Sometimes, i wish i have the bravery to sing and only sing for life. but that take alots of guts~so when i heard her singing...So beautiful~

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Whether you're gay or straight, you have the right to love and to be loved.

when the time you started not to believe in anything

Recently i have been watching few movies which ends up the actress falling in love with the guy they thought it will be perfect for them but end up the guy is gay.

don't get offended when i mention gay. me myself is very much supports gay and lesbian, and very much support in real love. So when comes to the little cheating of the guy who want to cover the fact that he is a gay is very much a huge punch of reality.

in real life, shits happens. When these kind of things happen, the point  i don't understand is, you can sacrifice your life with a lie and that  is not a big deal but what for you want to drag another great soul to suffer with you. What is the intention of the whole plot?

i very much believe, gay or straight, you have the right to love and be loved.

i don't quite understand nowadays why people started to have the feeling to get married and just get married because the sake of the age is bothering them. What for you want to married someone you just feel nice and not love, and arguing for the rest of your life? IS that so nice you want to make your life more miserable?

i totally understand how miserable was the gay people back then in the conservative eras.If gay is illegal back then. Bigamy should be a dead penalty too. Don't you people think, at the end of the day, is not about your sexual orientation which annoys people, sometimes it's your attitude and the way you live your life make you yourself looks totally a big crap.

good night peoples!

there are things i want to share with you guys which i learnt from my lecturer yesterday.
that is ...do not married for money,and do not married for love.
married for trust and understanding.
because at the end of the day,your love sometimes didn't last forever,so do your money...and add on one thing...physical attraction also didn't bring you any longer if you ever think of it.

Although everyone will longed for a pretty or handsome partner but at times,the beauty of your outlooks will fade away due to the cruelty of ageing.But the inner beauty will grew stronger and stronger.ALthough this may sounds like crap but at the same time,this is quite true.There are people with great looks but personality sucked alot , even how pretty they are sometimes you will find it hard to bear.One of my friend told me, even how normal looking u r,if you have a great personality or a sweet person which look around yourself and taking care of everyone,you will surely nicer looking.This is why i always have this kind of weird thinking,i always thinks that good hearted people have a real good looks..sometimes you just feel like they are prettier than those who have great looks.

mind what i said i also see great looks people with great personality,of course they are those plus point and you find it hardly you will see alots of them in your life time.

Before you step into a relationship,besides looking at their good looks,also look into their personality,if you think you can love their personality and carried on a life with them,ONLY that time u let yourself fall into the trapped of love.Do not let yourself and others get hurt,and remember KARMA do comes back and haunt you all the time.

adios all my pretty peoples!

seemed like today is a day i would like to write something here.

Actually i always felt like writing something here but i edited,and i delete it.
and continuously doing it all the time.
why?well ,maybe i just don't think i want to write anything without the mood of writing it.

People always says, if you're too addicted to facebook, you will started to lose yourself ...at some point i kinda disagree with it because to me, it's not about the facebook which manipulate your lifestyle. Is more likely you are the one who have control over them.

At some point,i kinda learn many things from it,from what other people share,Stories, Quote,etc ....There are many things if it doesn't exist to let you notice it, i don't think you ever have the clue on whether what it is.

I always love how obstacles came into places and build up your whole system for how to solve problems and difficulty in life.Certainly being a very lazy people like i do, it actually do you no good.But then again,when something actually made you panic and you actually get freaked out of it.It's actually a good thing, it means you are still very alive in this world.

I love those useful quote which posted anywhere which motivates people. Although most of the time, motivation usually works when we are feeling ok or fine. But there's time we feel lonely,gloomy and even desvastated. and that is the time all those creepiness of man will come out and scared the hell out of you.

Maybe lonely is something you have to used to it and be comfortable with it. BEcause it will not be forever there, it will gone sometimes, then it will come back sometimes, and then gone and the process will go on over and over again.

Do read more positive stuff,peeps~because at the end of the day,if you read too many negative stuff in life and kept thinking too much, your emotional part might get too overwhelming and crush your body too.~SO anything just be postive.At least, pretend to be positive, and cry alone then be optimistic again.

good day, ladies and gentleman.

well...i'm abit over anxious about my result which is going to come out very soon.

last year around this time,i was so confident i was going to pass all and go to my second year,however,what happened last year, my confident seemed to be completely gone.This year,for sure i am putting more and more efforts on my studies,(although tie along some of my laziness) though what can i say is,i really go through books and stuff and updates and i want to pass so badly.

Its not greedy i think, i just hope to pass.i really think i deserve to pass all subjects.i usually have crazy confident on stuff ,even to exams.but when i came across from the path of A-levels until now i just finished my first year in college.i really cannot go through anymore failure,cause it will be abit too much for me to bear.

people always think why an exam sometimes can kills a man.now i completely understand what kind of scenario is that going on.It's the pressure.things can just cramp it in your face and push you to the black holes and you can't even see the light.and yes it is so scary until you wanna cover your face when you see your old classmates because you unable to study with them at the same time in the same class.

I JUST WANT TO PASS.and I KNOW I WILL PASS.(god bless me and my friends)

The whole dummy show

This year's astro talent quest show is really dissapointing.
IT's not that i meant everyone sucked at singing but by the point that the one who suppose to get number one end getting runner up.

i mean WTH?!not like the number one have the full quality to have a place on it.not to say she is not good enough but i will rather say its really not fair.JIE YING is really did a really good job on every song especially eason chen's song.The last song she performed.

i was thinking about one issue.what is wrong of the malaysia singing judges.Are they out of their mind or they barely understand what is good in the singer?seriously everyone work equally hard but need to choose probably as well marr...what kind of lousy competition need to be criticised every year...

DAMN the judges.

ps:the first three lady singer in the competition did a really good job...the other two guy,well...sorry they are just not at par.

random is my thing

sometimes i do not get why...

i will wonder what kind of person i am?because it's always seems like in different kind of situation...i kinda react differently...
but i always remember what my best friend told me,
"Whatever reaction u had on the spot.it's all you.real you."
and then i understand that i don't need to be scare of myself or other people.
everyone have their own flaws.(although provided some of the flaws will hit your explode point.)

and then you will started to wonder how to avoid the sad and frustrated button,and think of finding the happiness button.and some people have no idea where is it for the rest of their life.Just like, you will never understand one's need all the time.But, just somehow it is so much fun if you can figure out what's there.

and you will realize,happiness might be just a piece of word..
or it is just a simple a feeling of happy which is not a solid or liquid stuff.Sometimes,it's in your hand but just that you never take a close look to it.

and there's times you will think, will i find someone worthy in my life?Like a prince charming or just a plain nerd or maybe just the boy next door who will smile to you whenver they see you?well..we will never know.the only thing to have a prince charming or other guy in the planet is that...if you step out of your boundaries and off your house,there's always a possibilities.
don't ask me how huge the possibilities is, because we will never know.=)

random thought,random feelings and bye.
good day everyone.

going to write a lousy movie review once i finish each movie~

i guess this is the advantages of being free for three months~

ciao~

i thought.
and then i realized.
imperfection of mine didn't make any different after all.
it's just some sort of despair feeling that i couldn't control my emotion on certain things.

read one of the books." you know you can't change others, you can only change yourself."

and this is what i add on ,behind the sentence. In case, you can't control yourself, stay away from people you know you can't communicate with.

and yes, sometimes,people don't appreciate you for being polite and keep your mouth shut when you don't feel like answering anything.

me being an emotional little girl, been two decades.
but somehow, this is me. I might be a little "weird thinking" one.
but it is just...me.

BE myself is the happiest thing in life.Do not let anyone control your mind.